jgirl rant 8/29/2005

[Laurie]

I wasn't talking about your writing skills in particular. It's some of the others. Don't know why you'd be crying over conversations with anonymous people, but hey, if that's your thing......so be it.

amen sister!

[Hmph]

Ummm....ok, heres what I'm gonna do.

*Slowly backs outta the topic and into his car and drives the hell away*

Good move. Some folks are good that way. But lemme say this, this girl backs down from no confrontation, especially when a pack of cunts are involved. You attack me, YOU BETTER BE PREPARED FOR WHAT COMES BACK. It's like when you point...you got 3 fingeres coming right back atcha Moral is ............don't point lest you become the one pointed at

again, JGirl, please god, please forgive me. I beg of you. you are right I did all these things it was unchristian because as Mom-me says you are a straight shooter who's always right and we need to learn how to deal with this. it's not you it's us. we were totally at fault.

again, please accept my humble apologies. I'm seriously crying. I feel so bad emotionally. JGirl's done nothing but carry this board, bless her little heart. but this is good breakthrough for me. I so rarely cry over stuff like this, and I need to have more feelings in this important area in order to advance my life.

[JGirl]

tamra ...you're Gingie??? And condescending on top of it ??? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ?? I have always been fair and square with you !!!!!!!!!!! And you want to rip me ??? MY stars didn't we leave Hucks site because of all the "alter egoes" AND YOU MADE FUN OF ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW??? what kind of pathetic person are you ??? I put a little ounce of faith in you and now I'm finding that little ounce was worthless. AND YOU PURPORTED YOUR SITE TO BE SOMETHING BETTER.

[Hmph]

again JGirl, humbly asking your forgiveness. when we were alone and you were not here carrying the board for a few months, I added the Gingie account and announced it to all who knew me and are here daily while you're not here carrying the board. not to mention it was announced why the account was created in the divas room.

but again, you weren't here carrying the board for a couple of months, so again, I apologize I didn't inform you personally. again, please accept my humble apologies. this is so upsetting that I would upset someone like you. I was careless and thoughtless by thinking of myself before thinking of you. I was thinking about my situation, but I should have consulted you for the best thing to do.

again, please, god, please, please forgive me. I feel so bad that this has disturbed you so much. for those of us here daily we understood, but failed to inform you as our leader and carrier of the baord.

[Hmph]

also when someone was intentionally logging on to smite you (give you negative points), I was removing your smites because I didn't like the fact that someone didn't like you and was intentionally logging on just to smite you while not participating in the board you were carrying for us. I know who they are, but again, didn't want to stir up any more dramas like this one. thus the email I sent you about it w/out identifying the person. again, looking out for you but failing to inform you of other things for the board you were carrying while not being here for months was my fault.

so again, please forgive me.

with humble apologies,
Tamra

[JGirl]

Pretty sad when one feels like they do not need to apologize to the one offended but chooses to apologize to the friend in hopes that the friend will ummmmm help the offened one understand.

[Hmph]

again, I don't know what to say. please tell me what you'd like me to say. I'm trying to make things comfortable for you but you are fighting me on this still. I just don't get it.

please god, tell please tell me what would you'd like me to do on the board you've been carrying while not being here for months. perhaps you should stay daily so that things won't go awry and so you don't miss anything which would your confusion and agony. and I wouldn't feel comfortable with that. none of us would.

we want you here. we need you here. when you're not here, like for the past few months. we were lost and had nothing to talk about even privately. before you, this place was empty inside. you've brought so much life to it by carrying the board.

and there are plenty of forums where you can tell us what you'd like for us to do daily. please feel free to liven this dead place up.

[JGirl]

tamra what exactly am I supposed to get out of you saying sorry to me to mom me about things pertaining to you and me ??? Oh Ok well Bonnie can see that and hopefully she will understand ???? Go back tamra and take heart lessons.....

[JGirl]

tamra...you knew extactly what you were doing..you even changed my name to ummmmm dumbass ABOVE MY FLAG.... so knowing all that * coughs and spits chunks of smoking phlem in tamras eye...............*

[Hmph]

tamra what exactly am I supposed to get out of you saying sorry to me to mom me about things pertaining to you and me ??? Oh Ok well Bonnie can see that and hopefully she will understand ???? Go back tamra and take heart lessons.....

again all my apologies were to you. I'm sorry you couldn't read that like so many other posts. that is my fault for my writing and not making it clear I am seeking your forgiveness JGirl.

you're right, you've been carrying this board while you weren't here for months or for the past year prior to you. so again, please understand that we were ignorant, like you clearly pointed out.

we didn't listen to the signs that you were coming here and thus didn't respect your presence when you arrived. so that's where things went awry, we didn't give you the respect you deserved like Mom-me said. it was our ignorance that didn't understand you. because we were in the dark and unknowledgeable but you hit the switch.